right now, @ 8.01pm im still in the office. emosi: xtau nak classify in which category..ade rs risau,of course la sbb my handsome boi. dier demam week a go,skrg cuma tgl batuk n selsema. but i dont know why,kali ni rs risau tu melampau2. smpai sgup hntr dier balik umah at 3 then come back for class at 4! bygkan i drove from pj-puncak jalil-pj.anta ke rumah sbb mr.ayah balik awl arini,so mx mr.ayah pantau aqil coz this morning temp handsome boi 37.1..actually xpatut rs risau sbb tu suhu normal bdn kiter,tapi i mmg dah terbiasa praktikkan extra precautions pd handsome boi.if temp dier above than 37.0 mmg i akan bg pcm,3ml. coz once pnh b4 anta nursery,temp dier just 37.3,i bg 3ml pcm,biler fetch dier at 1pm,temp 39.9!!!!!!ya allah,ms tu i mmg mcm org giler!!cepat2 mandikan handsome boi,so that the temp could lower down.then bg voren,after 30mins,i bg pcm 5ml..then i continue sponging...handsome boi ms tu mmg xbmaya sgt2,coz the temp is really high kan.i xnk salahkan sape2,cuma bsyukur sbb xde ape2 blaku pd handsome boi.after one,two hours keep sponging n breastfeed him,dier dh start giggles n main2..tapi still ade rs penat..im sorry syg.ibu xsangka temp aqil akan shoot naik,kalo ibu tahu,sumpah ibu akan cancel the class....im sorry syg..i xtau knp after the incident,i rs sgt2 bersalah pd handsome boi.aku nih mmg bukan ibu yg baik ke...ya allah,Kau lah yg maha mengetahui,andainyer boleh diundur kembali masa,aku akan buat apa sahaja utk menghalang handsome boi dr fits for fisrt time ms kat sunway mdcl centre..sekali lagi,aku xnk slahkan sape2,ini semua dugaan Tuhan dan inilah bahagian untukku..berilah aku kekuatan ya Allah...sihatkanlah anakku smpai bila2..jika Kau ingin mengujiku,berilah aku kekuatan yang paling besar....amin....
