huru-hara

today is friday..means esok n luse cuti..patutnyer aku dh rs hepi nih sbb esok n luse xyah dtg keje.duk umah je.tapi tgu punyer tgu persaan gembira tu x jugak dtg2..haish..pelik nih.so i pon rewind balik.ape yg mnyebabkan aku x hepi wpon weekend is just around the corner. the 1st reason is maybe: master punyer keje xsiap2 lagik n tmbahan pagi2 td perus dh msg aku mx aku anta kat dier data ir,tga and uv aku sbb dr.edward thikink(xtau la betul x ejaan namer dier nih.) nak tgok..nak kaji.amboi..rajinnyer la edward thikink ni kan. maybe sume keje dier dh hbs dier buat tu yg bnyak mase kosong nak tgok research aku.adoyaiii..in the end,aku yg sakit kepala..sbb ape?sbb rs mcm jauhnyer perjalanan nak lengkapkan master ni.adoyaiiiii..so..aper action yg aku amek?ape lagi,bukan laptop,terus terjah folder thesis laa.aper lagi kan.sbnyer ingat nak ajak raudhah makan sedap2 arini.maybe g secret lagi ke, ape2 la..tapi pikir2 balik,xleh lari dr mslah.kene face it.so,sbb tu lah aku bukak folder thesis.master,here i come.ape nak jadik, jadik la,aku tetap nak siapkan master jugak.tahun depan konvo!!!yes thats my aim.ape nak jadik,jadik la,tahun depan aku nak knvo!!!!adoyaii..tgh bsemangat nih tbe2 pulak aku rs ngantuk..aiyak..camano ni... ~~~~~~

wondering: jom, amek nap dulu. theeee...

aqil oh aqil..

Just arrived in the office. after drop handsome boi at his school, check in then yahooo... why yahoo?? coz for upcoming three months, i will no need to teach coz the students are on leave. long semester break. hmmmm...very tired today,and a little bit sleepy. my parents in law went to makkah on last wednesday night. so all in laws were gathered here in KL to send parents in law to KLIA. actually we're only allowed to sent them at Tabung Haji Kelana Jaya, since the buses already been prepared by TH. so we were there since 4pm..parents in law will depart to KLIA from TH at 9.30pm..so can u imagine how long we waited.we have to arrived here,in TH early coz we have to avoid the congestion..the parking's problem and all..parents in law was really happy,excited since this is their first time to makkah..but at the same time,they worried since this is their first time been away from the family..hmmm...since they depart to KLIA on last wednesday's night we haven't heard any news from them..Mr.ayah was trying several times to call but the new simcard haven't been activated yet..so all of us pray so that both of them will have smooth journey untill they get back here on december 2nd.. amin.. okay..sorry sbb melalut..the entry today: aqil oh aqil...hurhhhhhhhh(mengeluh!) on last wednesday (this incident happened just before me and mr.ayah was ready to meet in law kat TH) both of us tgh sibuk bsiap and ms tu mmg xreally pay attention to him. then tbe2 my brother in law, cikmat shouted ''aqil jgn ketuk tv tu'' then he shouted again,louder ''lie(mr.ayah's name),tv dah pecah!!'' then me and mr.ayah terus berlari.me from kitchen,berlari ke ruang tamu..''OMG!!!!!!!!tv tu dh crack!!!!!!!!'' i terus meluru ke arah aqil and ketuk tgn dier few times..and jentik telinga dier..and he began to cry..he cried really loud smpai tersedu2..mr.ayah pon scolded him..we was really mad at that time,and really surprised yo all..tv tu baru 3 bulan beli!!!!gosh,geramnyer!!!! tapi after few minutes,aqil still crying and tersedu2,i rs mcm sgt kesian so i amek dier,hugs..tapi he still crying..tersedu2..i sedih giler...kesian aqil..dier bukan tau ape pon...omg...what have we done..mr.ayah dtg n amek aqil,hugs him..then baru dier stop cry..then we looked to each other... ''benda dah nak jadi..not his fault...''

wondering:kalo this incident happened to korang? what is your action?? stressnyer me...!!

stress..

stressnyer arini.sumer plan ruined!!!ok,the story goes like this.. smlm i went back home dgn hati yg tenang n hepi sbb sume bnda yg diplanned smlm telah dibuat.so i was very happy n relieved sbb keje xttangguh.but biler reach porch,park the car,mr.ayah terus citer yg MIL n FIL dpt pegi haji on 19th oct nih so MIL plan nak buat knduri kesyukuran on this saturday. i dh mcm rs kureng senang sbb...i ader IEEP on sunday till tuesday. so,my plan on this saturday dh lari.my plan is i nak pegi look after some foods yg nak dbawa ms IEEP nti since mr.ayah x amek food package. ok2,i try to re-think.xleh selfish..MIL nyer plan is way too important so i agreed. biler i tgh on washing machine and pick up some stuff yang berterabur on the floor mr.ayah pon sibuk jugak. sibuk bgtau plan business dier dgn mie,my brother. plan nak supply the photocopy machine pd tuition centre. so i mcm..hello,i baru balik belum pon duduk lg dier dh sbuk2 citer psl plan dier.kalo citer je xpe,nih mx i tlg dier buat tgok n edit proposal dier.tapi i cool down dulu,fikir positive. xper,husband mx tlg kan. so i sit down n mnghadap pc dier. it took me almost an hour jugak.dgn i nak finish up basuh baju lg,nak panaskan nasi aqil lagi..adoyaiii.xper,sabar lg..then biler after magrib tu dier dh siap pakai formal nak pegi jupe the owner of some tuition centre i dh xleh blah.rs mcm nak meletupp.so i sound kat dier,kalo mcm nih,malas nak masak.but then of course lah dier still with his plan. terus i rs mcm..what the heck!!!!! i hate u mr.ayah!!!! u suh i writing up mt thesis,jnj nak tlg me uruskan aqil n house but then...nih yg u buat??? so dr smlm till this morning i mmg under war mode with him.boleh blah k. panas nih..eiiii..stressnyer me!!!!!!!!!!!!

wondering:what must i do to make him know what i felt???

weird feelings..

today is 5th oct 2011..hmm..arini nursery still tutup since rabu last week.ade kes HFMD so KKM arahkan nursery off for a week,for cleaning purposes. so,aqil is with me now. where is he? sleeping thats y i got sometime for myself. so after kemas2 all toys n bukan FB jap..then ingt nak tls new post.. hmm...title post is weird feelings sbb..semalam some of my labmates cnvo MSc..adush!!!!jeles!!!i've been 4 years struggling (wpon xreally struggle!) tapi still xabes..thesis dh lamer stop,almost 5 months ada..hmmm...korang,i down giler skrg...nak knvo jugak..still ada peluang x? within a year.. help me... =(

wondering: i think i still wanna fight for it. worth x?