Not in the mood...

Hi2. today is tuesday, dah second day for this week but i'm still not in the mood. just wondering mcm maner agaknyer those yang bangun dengan semangat yang berkobar2 utk memulakan hari. hohoho,saya dah lamer xde mood mcm tu.last skali is ms i was in first year degree. then smpai skrg xde mood. setiap kali bangun tdo,mmg wajib i terfikir bnda2 yang negatif then terus malas nak g keje...ayoyoyo..i'm a negative person kan? 

then satu lg yg mnjadikan saya seorg yg negatif is saya belum dpt correction regarding my thesis from my supervisors. :(  Dr.s, pls, bgtau my correction awal2,xder lah saya xlalu makan,mandi xbasah and tdo xlena. serius ni,bukan main2.....hope to get the correction soon. ya Allah,aku harap aku dpt correction tu by this week and i pray so that everything will be going smooth.. amin..

wondering: u are a negative or positive person?

SweetHearts...

my first sweetheart, the one that cooled my temper & also the one yang create the tempered ...=p

 

  ~love you so much dear~

my second sweetheart, the one who always, always, always makes me smile, laugh, and cried in joys..

~ibu love you so much syg, thanks for cheer up my life. you are everything for me. 

I'll trade my life for your happiness...~

I'm okay for now, all the fake smiles and all the acts have been presented just now. I'll live my life. No more tears for those who are nobody. All the painful words had make me stronger and wiser. Watch out for a new me ladies!

wondering: of course, all praises goes to He, The Most Merciful, for always be with His servants...Thank you ALLAH...

double stress on friday. oh manusia..

semalam i dah stress,sgt stress smpai xde mood nak buat anything,this morning, baru nak built up the mood and br nak tenangkan fikiran dah ade pulak org messing around with me! damn! yeah, you heard me, damn!!!! i know la i'm working in islamic environment, very islamic environment. (yeah,kunun.i pnh ttipu,skrg br terbukak mata hati me.) i terfikir,knp all this kind of people suka sgt mengintai kesalahan org. suka sgt means, kalo u lalu depan dorg,dorg akan perhatikan u satu2, dr sekecil2 taik hidung u sehingga sebesar2 bnda. tgok how u dress today, bla bla bla. you know. i dont care anymore. yg aku tau skrg is, aku keje sbb nak cr rezeki yg halal and i will obey the truth Islamic rules not YOUR rules, yeah you, whoever you are.

wondering:sekali org dh cucuk me,that's it. you're messing with the wrong girl, lady!

thesis oh thesis

It's been few days since my last entry. been busy handling the family, job (career? or not?) and of course my lovely thesis. (kene puji sket,maner tau cepat lulus nti without too many corrections? ahh..konon!) hmmm...skrg i tgh completekan the appendix, sibuk scan the spectra and siapkan the content; arrange the topics and the pages. abstract,acknowledgment and the lists of figures and tables sume dh complete, esk i'm gonna make two copies, each copy for a supervisor.hmmmmm...takut sgt kalau tetiber dorg komen bnyk2,kene re-do or what so ever..i mmg xsempat dah. ya Allah,bantulah aku..permudahkanlah urusanku ini Ya Allah... -amin-

wondering: I think I am a superwoman. A woman who is also a WIFE, a MOM, a DAUGHTER, a TEACHER, and a STUDENT. How about you?

i'm stressed!

alhamdulillah handsome boy already recovered from the fever. his highest temp is 38.5degree Celsius. alhamdulillah we managed to prevent the temp to be raised up to 39 degree Celsius. nampak je thermometer indicated 38.5degree Celcius, me and mr.ayah panicked. terus masukkan voren (sap) then sponging. then the temp decreased gradually..lambat nak turun tapi after turun it maintained low (36.8-37.4degree Celsius). the phlegm and flue is still there,doc prescribed the antibiotic already and handsome boy has to finish it up since hingusnyer kaler yello;indicated infections. hmmm...actually,me &mr.ayah suspected that handsome boy macam xsehat caused he started to cough and had running nose since Sunday's morning.so we gave him pcm 3ml every 6 hours just as precautions, then all of sudden on monday's night (esoknyer Monday yang blues), he woke me up by calling 'bu..bu...', then i terjaga, i asked him what happened? then he looked at me like he was trying to say something,terus i pegang dahi dier,i was shocked sbb dahi and badan dier warm!so i took thermometer yg i mmg dh prepared kat bilik tdo incase this kind of things happen. i checked his temp and it was 38.5!!! so..the rest of the story i dah citer dlm previous entry. hmmmmm....,mmg kalo boleh i xnk handsome boy sakit,wpon ape2 sakit.let me the one yang rs all the pains..tapi sunnatullah, what i can do is try my best every time the moment come...aqil dear,don't worry,selagi ibu ada,i'll make sure u'll not alone..i love u so much...u are my responsibility, so i have to try hard sbb nti ibu xnk ALLAH tanyer knp x jaga amanahNya dengan baik...ibu syg aqil,so much..be strong selalu syg..

wondering:ada tips nak hilangkan kahak? huda,thnks for the tips!

aqil oh aqil 3...

now 5.30am. been awake since 1.15am. aqil woke me up coz his body temp raised up to 38.5 degree celcius..terus i kejutkan mr.ayah and told him about handsome boy's temp. we were panic for a moment, then i went downstairs and took sap, pcm liquid, koolfever and plain water from the fridge. terus msukkan sap dlm bontot handsome boy and at the same time bg pcm. i realized that i shudn't gave him both medicine but i was afraid that his temp might increase till 40 degree celcius...like before... :( after a while, mr.ayah told us to stay downstairs, he took the comforter and prepared the pillows and blanket so that handsome boy can sleep. so i took off handsome boy's shirt and started to sponge him by using the warm water as advised by dr.rosalie, pediatrician at smc. handsome boy doesn't show any sign that he's actually has fever. he kept running and watching cartoons, totally normal. but it doesn't makes me relieved even a sec. i kept sponging him and at the same time mr.ayah constantly recorded handsome boy's temp. after almost an hour, the temp started to decrease...alhamdulillah..i asked handsome boy to get some sleep, coz i'm afraid if he felt tired, the fever will come back. but he's totally in mood to play. aiyayaya. i told mr.ayah to go to sleep since handsome boy had already started to recover so i guess me handling him alone shudn't be a problem. after only few sec, mr.ayah dah zzzzz... tgallah me and handsome boy. so i placed him dlm buai, switch off the lamps then buaikan dier. it took me almost an hour utk tdokan dier..then i kept recording the temp..alhamdulillah,till now,temp dah back to normal...sukur ya Allah.....mr.ayah asked me whether i'm going to the office or not...well, i'm still worried that the fever might come back...mr.ayah volunteered himself to take care of handsome boy tomorrow but i'm really in dilemma coz mr.ayah's employer always reluctant to approve the leaves plus mr.ayah's leaves are not as much as me..i really want to stay at home, watch out for handsome boy but i got a lab tomorrow...hmmm...

wondering:kalo korang...what's gonna be the decision?

thesis & weekend

tomorrow is saturday!!! big clap!!! cuti! so happy. *huge smiley*

mr.ayah tnyer ''what's the plan?''

then i replied, ''no plan. need extra rest''
plus i need to finish up the writing process. next tues is the due date for thesis submission to my supervisors. mcm2 rs,risau,excited,takut....huhuhuhu.

risau kalo supervisors ckp '' ni xcukup ni..kene masuk lab lagi nih'' -komen itu paling xnak didengar. 

2nd komen yg xnak didengar ialah-

''u need to change the whole format, chpter ni xrelevan, chpter tu sepatutnyer make it short...bla bla bla'' 

and nih jugak i xnak dgr 

''hmmm...bnyak nak kene betulkan nih,rs akan amek more than 3 months nak betulkan.'' -

ahahaha,kalo lah docs' comment is from these three mmg i akan pengsan! 

aiyayayaya! xnak! xnak! xnak!

ya ALLAH..permudahkanlah urusanku..semoga aku lulus MSc sebab aku ade two biggest reason...

1) nak tgok mama tersenyum bangga sebab aku konvo lg 

2)ni juga token of appreciation for mr.ayah and my beloved son sbb bnyk berkorban while i'm writing and sibuk berkejar ke lab etc... 

amin ya rabbal alamin.....

wondering: mnyesalnyer xgunakan peluang yang ade dulu utk buat research betul2.skrg ade rs nak cont phd tapi takut xleh carry...kan3?

stress!!!

Ahahaha. what an entry! mmg sgt2 stress skrg. knp? sbb ape lg, my thesis la. selagi x siap semua,selagi tu la i akan ade this feelings. aiyoyo,makan xknyang,mandi xbasah lah nih...uwaaaaaaaaaaa......rasa macam nak pegi holidays la.nak relaks2...hmmmm..kene balik proposed kat Mr. Ayah... :(


wondering:normal ke perasaan macam i nih? takut wooooo...kene submit to the external by this august tau..kalo x,master expired nti.

aqil oh aqil (2)..

This is the story of what happened earlier today around 11am..I went to the nursery cause i'm helping nora with goodies for tomorrow's birthday celebration at the nursery. Once i'm entering the nursery i heard a kid cried. The sounds was so familiar so i put the goodies bag and rushed to see the owner of the voice. I was surprised that it was handsome boy's! There was a teacher (not handsome boy's teacher) saw me and all of sudden she told teacher zahra (handsome boy's teacher) that i was coming. teacher zahra immediately explain to me the reason on why she's putting handsome boy on the chair instead of placing him together with other kids. she told me that handsome boy love to tease other kids so she decided to isolate handsome boy for a while, while she's preparing the milk. so i replied '' it's okay, that's his fault'' then i took handsome boy and hugged him. when i'm trying to leave handsome boy started to cry again.. hati sudah jadi sebak! actually what i'm trying to say is- i love my son, love him so much and what i saw really hurts me tapi at the same time i totally understood the duty of a teacher. she can't entertain every kid, so what she did just now is the same thing that i will do. cuma, hati seorang ibu..mudah tersentuh! sorry syg, ibu kene keje,nti kalo ayah dah kaya raya, ibu benti keje,jaga aqil and adik2. adik2? hmmmm...mmg ade plan ke arah tu. incik thesis sila tolong saya! *wink2*

potpetpotpet7

Just got back from class! today is a very relax day since I'm only have one class today compared to a very hectic schedule yesterday. 11 am- 6pm classes non-stop! (exclude 1 hour rest at 1pm). But I still prepared meals for dinner last night. Ahahaha. Sangat cemerlang. Mr. Ayah pesan no need to cook since I had a very long hours teaching and so on, tapi jiwa mmg xleh nak blah kalo beli mkanan kat kedai. Rasa mcm xlengkap. Konon. So i prepared a very simple dishes- vegetable soup, and fried chicken! simple kan? Handsome Boy makan jugak,tapi as usual, kene paksa. HuHuHu.. Actually I'm posting this entry sbb nak share about my thesis progress. Alhamdulillah 95% of the thesis dh siap, cuma kene tambah here and there. Tadi I went to see my supervisor, she sms me and ask me if I can come over. So right after i received the sms,terus capai car keys and drive to UM. Smpai je, terus Dr. cakap, ''u nih drive ke terbang?'' ahahaha. dengan muka selamba i jwb,''i mmg ade sekitar sini ms Dr sms.'' -ahahaha. ni bukan bohong sunat tau sbb UIA and UM kan mmg nearby je. So betul lah kan my statement. Ok, btw...Dr bnyak komen, and one of her comment is my discussions tak de flow..all the facts and explanation berterabur. Adoi! kene seketul. bnyak lah dier ceramah me. dier ckp i kene jupe dier and at least hntr lg 2 kali baru boleh hntr ke examiner. but things is I only have 4 months to go. Tak sempat kot?? I dah clarify with her, I told her that i need to submit the thesis to the external by august this year or else, my master akan dikira expired!!!saper nak bayar 100k nilai biasiswa?????  Apa pon I fikir positif, I akan cuba buat yang terbaik on the thesis tapi at the same time i will make sure i akan submit by august this year. InsyaAllah...doakan pls? Thnks! K la,nak balik. Dah kul 4, punggung pon dh panas nih. ehehehehe. punggung panas = tergedik2 nak balik! Malam ni stay up setelkan thesis, esok submit pd Dr. Zaharah & Dr. Zanariah. Daa.. = p

wondering:punggung korang xpanas ke?panas?ape lagi,jom balika jom balikkkkk. ; p

Hallo...=p

uish, skrg dah march 2012, tapi this is my first entry for this year even dah masuk bulan march. actually there are few things yang keep me busy since january aritu. thesis, lab works, registration, students, classes, and of course mr.hubby and handsome boy yg loyal colouring my everyday. actually there's a lot of everything yg i nak share but this is just not the right time coz currently im so busy with the exam's things. so gonna update this blog once everything is settled. really miss to write,so see you around guys!

***wink2***