stress..

stressnyer arini.sumer plan ruined!!!ok,the story goes like this.. smlm i went back home dgn hati yg tenang n hepi sbb sume bnda yg diplanned smlm telah dibuat.so i was very happy n relieved sbb keje xttangguh.but biler reach porch,park the car,mr.ayah terus citer yg MIL n FIL dpt pegi haji on 19th oct nih so MIL plan nak buat knduri kesyukuran on this saturday. i dh mcm rs kureng senang sbb...i ader IEEP on sunday till tuesday. so,my plan on this saturday dh lari.my plan is i nak pegi look after some foods yg nak dbawa ms IEEP nti since mr.ayah x amek food package. ok2,i try to re-think.xleh selfish..MIL nyer plan is way too important so i agreed. biler i tgh on washing machine and pick up some stuff yang berterabur on the floor mr.ayah pon sibuk jugak. sibuk bgtau plan business dier dgn mie,my brother. plan nak supply the photocopy machine pd tuition centre. so i mcm..hello,i baru balik belum pon duduk lg dier dh sbuk2 citer psl plan dier.kalo citer je xpe,nih mx i tlg dier buat tgok n edit proposal dier.tapi i cool down dulu,fikir positive. xper,husband mx tlg kan. so i sit down n mnghadap pc dier. it took me almost an hour jugak.dgn i nak finish up basuh baju lg,nak panaskan nasi aqil lagi..adoyaiii.xper,sabar lg..then biler after magrib tu dier dh siap pakai formal nak pegi jupe the owner of some tuition centre i dh xleh blah.rs mcm nak meletupp.so i sound kat dier,kalo mcm nih,malas nak masak.but then of course lah dier still with his plan. terus i rs mcm..what the heck!!!!! i hate u mr.ayah!!!! u suh i writing up mt thesis,jnj nak tlg me uruskan aqil n house but then...nih yg u buat??? so dr smlm till this morning i mmg under war mode with him.boleh blah k. panas nih..eiiii..stressnyer me!!!!!!!!!!!!

wondering:what must i do to make him know what i felt???